Clueless

Lets do the subuh prayer first.
Bit sleepy, couldn't get enough sleep here at the hospital. Last day i was home , preparing my brothers school stuff.. their shoes, clothes, shirt, stockins and other. Get back to hospital at 2 pm ..
Again , my mother was suspect " TIBI " and been " kurantin " at isolation room . Three time streak . First at the here , second at beaufort and third back here . Always the same . TIBI. Even the past result said it was negatif . Pity on her ..
Ohyah.. forgot to tell u. My brother is going home , maybe tomorrow or today not pretty sure. But im glad he's home. Welcome home brother . I Cant imagine his react when he know about my pa .. hope he will be though as my ma be hold with it.. enough for today. Im going home to make sure my lil brother going to school..

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HAFIZ ASHYUQRIE

Tired

Hye there ..
Now. 0127 . Havin a rest with ciggarates with coffee. . Dont know why i started smoking again . Maybe i was too frust.. yesterday my girlfriend echa was " bergunting " she's bold. Hahaha quite tired .. U know i really hate him .. asked many thing and he just sat down .. talking with his friends. Im doing all alone .. when that " akikah " i was alone .. melapah kulit kambing.. alone .. what he do? Going there .. there .. somewhere.. hahaha such a good father .. he annoyed me with his treat . Done .
                            17022018
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HAFIZ ASHYUQRIE

A reborn maybe

Start from now yeah ..
Im just noting my whole life about what i do , i feel , i see , i like , i hate , i irritiate , i am mad anything

0111 - 15022018 F
Hey. I think no need for and intro about myself ..
Well today im going back to my home town . My chillhood place.. a bit awkward with my father .. u know .. me , him ..
We doesnt like each other .. but im trying the best to be cool and not to ruin our family plan. I met my old friend .. my neighbours.. all of them ..
Just now she chat me and said i dont want to get back. I start the fire for my ciggarettes.. ask 1 from my friend .  Well she didnt said it harshly .. we have a slow talk .. we tried to understand each other.. the real damn fuck fact? Im still hoping to be with her. . But yeah.. why dont i just " redha " right? In sya Allah .. this is the faith been written . We have to move on..
Thats all .. if u read this .
Why dont u think first and give me another chance ..
with love
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HAFIZ